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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

group studies 25Oct

Group studies:
^25 October 2009^
-8pm start-
_Bkt Tinggi McD_
Dudes:
*PoohBear,S.Yang,Genesis
babe:
* Jessie(me)
(2star students,2ssc students)
lol xD
Subject studies:
MATH!
alot students having group studies in Mcd..
school students i saw:
Hin Hwa students
Batu Unjur students
&
the other i dunno..
psps :x
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Math Books on the table..
take pic while they order some beverage&food :)

Me lo..
haha.. busy taking pic :x...Frenz's car...
I in the McD..
hehe :x
Genesis busy teaching PoohBear Maths..
S.Yang busy reading history while enjoying his ice-cream..
me?
curi-curi take pic..
shh..
they dunno de..
:x
My Math paper!
At last,the group studies end up at 10pm..
hehe..
we din talk much..
but doin math much..
hehe...
i learn some too...
luckily got master of math(genesis) at there..
hehe...
PRACTISE.MAKES.PREFECT :)
trust this word..
it's a powerful word..
haha....

yesterday night burn midnight oil..
do wad?
do math again..
hehe..
dunno i can do well in exam ont...
hehe...
hope can..
nt only hope..
is wish!!

Monday, October 26, 2009

Aoyama Thelma-wasurenai yo


Song: wasurenai yo
Singer:
Aoyama Thelma

Yet I still believe in you
fuan dakedo shinjiteitai no
kitto kore ga ai nan datte
kienai mono nan datte
hajimete oshiete kureta hito dakara

I'm not saying it's a promise
yakusoku de wa nai
datte kotoba wa aimai deshou
motto tanjun na koto nanda
aisarete ureshikute tada aitai kara

I'll be waiting
wasurenai yo wasurenai yo dakara
kyou mo ano hi no you ni
matteru yo matteru yo
samishii kedo daijoubu
okaeri tte tsuntsunde kureta
atatakai mune no kodou ga kikoesoude
missing you

nanimo kawaranai nichijou kara anata dake ga
inakunatta totan ni
mawari no subete story ushinatte
me ni utsuru no wa mou shiranai machi mitai

I'm not saying it's a promise
yakusoku de wa nai datte
kanawanai to kizutsuku deshou? kitto
honnou tte yatsu na no doushiyou mo naku ki ni natte
tada aitai kara

I'll be waiting
doushitemo doushitemo oboeteitai
koto dakara itsumademo itsumademo
kawaranai tte iwasete yo
tadaima tte dakishimete kureta kokochiyosa ga
nokotteite missing you

(I'm not saying it's a promise) no it's not
(demo shinjisasete) I believe, I believe, I believe
(yakusoku nanka janai) Even though it's not a promise
tada aita kara

I'll be waiting,
wasurenai yo wasurenai yo dakara
kyou mo ano hi no you ni matteru yo, matteru yo
samishii kedo daijoubu okaeri tte tsutsunde kureta
atatakai mune no kodou ga kikoesoude

doushitemo doushitemo oboetetai
koto dakara itsumademo itsumademo
kawaranai tte iwasete yo
tadaima tte dakishimete kureta kokochiyosa ga
nokotteite missing you
........................................................................................................................................................................ translation:
songs: I won't forget
Artist:
Thelma Aoyama

Yet, I still believe in you
Even though it's difficult I want to believe
I'm sure this is love
It is something lasting
because you are the first person who taught me

I'm not saying it's a promise
It's not a promise
Because words are just vague right?
It's more simple
I'm just delighted to have been loved

I'll be waiting,
I won't forget, I won't forget
that's why today as well I will be waiting just like that day
Even though I feel lonely I'm fine
How you said "welcome back" and embraced me
It's as if I hear the beat of your warm chest
Missing you

Nothing changed everything is still the ordinary only you dissapeared
The rest surrounding us
The city that's reflecting in my eyes is like a city I don't know

I'm not saying it's a promise
It's not a promise
because it won't change and I will just be hurt right?
I'm sure ( don't know translation)
I just want to see you


I'll be waiting
Whatever happens, whatever happens it's something I always want to remember
that's why It's something I'll always keep saying
The comfort I felt when you sayd "welcome back" and when you embraced me still remains
missing you

(I'm not saying it's a promise) no it's not
(but let me believe it) I believe, I believe, I believe
(it's not something like a promise) Even though it's not a promise
But I just want to see you

I'll be waiting,
I won't forget, I won't forget
that's why today as well I will be waiting just like that day
Even though I feel lonely I'm fine
How you said "welcome back" and embraced me
It's as if I hear the beat of your warm chest
Missing you

I'll be waiting
Whatever happens, whatever happens it's something I always want to remember
that's why It's something I'll always keep saying
The comfort I felt when you sayd "welcome back" and when you embraced me still remains
missing you

Sunday, October 25, 2009

o(^8^)o

Take picture with my baby..
Yamaha c40(murosaki)

Yesterday i saw a prom dress..
so nice..
if black more nice...
Gomen Neh!
for super-duper-late-update my blog...
hehe..
kinda miss u all..
this few day..
i having exam weeks....
just tat..
i wanna say...
i gonna go out soon..
having group studies with my..
friends&cousin bro...
Star Students&star x schl students...
haha...
i not yet buy cloth for graduation days de outfit..
hope nex weeek can buy..
kellie..
ur blog profile's song..
very nice..
wad name o.....
i feel touch wen heard it..
hehe ^8^
tata!!!
take carex o...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

南拳妈妈-下雨天



下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
Xia yu tian le Zen me ban Wo hao xiang ni
It's raining, What do I do, I really miss you
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
Wo bu gan da gei ni Wo zhao bu dao yuan yin
I don't dare to call you, I can't find a reason to
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
Wei shen me shi mian de sheng yin Bian de hao shou xi
How come the sound of insomnia, has become so familiar
沈默的場景 做你的代替
Chen mo de chang jing Zuo ni de dai ti
The silent background replaces you
陪我等雨停
Pei wo deng yu ting
Accompanying me as I wait for the rain to stop

期待讓人越來越沉溺
Qi dai rang ren yue lai yue chen ni
Anticipation makes people more and more devoted
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
Shei he wo yi yang Deng bu dao ta de shei
Who's like me and can't wait for their somebody
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
Ai shang ni wo zong zai xue hui Ji mo de zi wei
Loving you I'm always learning the taste of loneliness
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
Yi ge ren cheng san Yi ge ren ca lei
Holding an umbrella myself, wiping my tears myself
一個人好累
Yi ge ren hao lei
So tired by myself

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
Zen yang de yu Zen yang de ye
What sort of rain, what sort of night
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
Zen yang de wo neng rang ni geng xiang nian
What sort of me, will make you long to see again
雨要多大 天要多黑
Yu yao duo da Tian yao duo hei
How heavy must the rain be, how dark must the sky be
才能夠有你的體貼
Cai neng gou you ni de ti tie
In order for you to care

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
Qi shi Mei you wo ni fen bu chu na xie
Actually without me you can't make out the
差別 結局還能多明顯
Cha bie Jie ju hai neng duo ming xian
Difference, how much clearer can the result be
別說你會難過
Bie shuo ni hui nan guo
Don't say you're sad
別說你想改變
Bie shuo ni xiang gai bian
Don't say you wanna change
被愛的人不用道歉
Bei ai de ren Bu yong dao qian
The person who is loved, need not apologise

期待讓人越來越疲憊
Qi dai rang ren yue lai yue pi bei
Anticipation makes people more and more exhausted
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
Shei he wo yi yang Deng bu dao ta de shei
Who's like me and cant wait for their somebody
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
Ai shang ni wo zong zai xue hui Ji mo de zi wei
Loving you I'm learning the taste of loneliness
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
Yi ge ren cheng san Yi ge ren ca lei
Holding an umbrella myself, wiping my tears myself
一個人好累
Yi ge ren hao lei
So tired by myself

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
Zen yang de yu Zen yang de ye
What sort of rain, what sort of night
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
Zen yang de wo neng rang ni geng xiang nian
What sort of me, will make you long to see again
雨要多大 天要多黑
Yu yao duo da Tian yao duo hei
How heavy must the rain be, how dark must the sky be
才能夠有你的體貼
Cai neng gou you ni de ti tie
In order for you to care

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
Qi shi Mei you wo ni fen bu chu na xie
Actually without me you can't make out the
差別 結局還能多明顯
Cha bie Jie ju hai neng duo ming xian
Difference, how much clearer can the result be
別說你會難過
Bie shuo ni hui nan guo
Don't say you're sad
別說你想改變
Bie shuo ni xiang gai bian
Don't say you wanna change
被愛的人不用道歉
Bei ai de ren Bu yong dao qian
The person who is loved, need not apologise

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
Zen yang de yu Zen yang de ye
What sort of rain, what sort of night
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
Zen yang de wo neng rang ni geng xiang nian
What sort of me, will make you long to see again
雨要多大 天要多黑
Yu yao duo da Tian yao duo hei
How heavy must the rain be, how dark must the sky be
才能夠有你的體貼
Cai neng gou you ni de ti tie
In order for you to care

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
Qi shi Mei you wo ni fen bu chu na xie
Actually without me you can't make out the
差別 結局還能多明顯
Cha bie Jie ju hai neng duo ming xian
Difference, how much clearer can the result be
別說你會難過
Bie shuo ni hui nan guo
Don't say you're sad
別說你想改變
Bie shuo ni xiang gai bian
Don't say you wanna change
被愛的人不用道歉
Bei ai de ren Bu yong dao qian
The person who is loved, need not apologise

Monday, October 19, 2009

..........................

SorPo de eye~!
o(T.T)o bcum panda jor!Smileys
found out from my sis hp~!
[ my notty didi ]
Chinese chess~!
My snackzzzz~!!!!
2day dunno wad 2 blog wor!
yesterday burn midnight oil wit nicole{my daughter}
we studied history.woohoo...Smileys1st time i so concentrate in history.i studied history&texting with PoohBear&banana didi[spm students]Nicole[f4]&ruki.me&PoohBear discuss wen can cum out have a group studies[cux tat time i asking for sivik project a]nicole whre gving me history quest[i try 2 ans it]The other just text for nth[?? what mean?]Smileys I studied&text till 3am.tat time my eye start red d.make me kept rub my eye[so pek cik]den morning need clean up my dusty&messySmileys room.damn slpy ler.My sis start clean up her table that fills with f1,2&3 books.when i can clean up my table?? still need wait more two monthsSmileys,i only can clean up the mess! i just wanna say~! bye bye form4&5 books!!Smileys

Sunday, October 18, 2009

say NO to exam!

Say NO to exam~!! but i force 2 say YES to exam.I been two days studies for HistorySmileys
i read till 3am&having snacks while reading tat boring book(history).Smileysfeel like wan bang toward the wall.Smileysyesterday i start reading history from 12am till 1am[WTF.that short while oly i start say tired d].den i have a nap awhileSmileysi woke up around 3am.
again continue studySmileyssuddenly Julius sms mi.
Julius(spm student):pig wad r u doin nw?Smileys
Me:just woke up from having nap.
Julius: nap? am i disturbing u?
Me:np.i need study.how ur preparation for exam?
Julius:sure fail.Smileys
den i din replied d~! cux tat tile kinda blur.
i again fall asleep.
till 5a.m i saw didi de msg.
banana(spm student):Pig Jie,wad r u doin now?
i oso din replied his msg.i look at my window.suddenly out there start raining.i again study.
i dunno am i study o just wasting my time.
dunno when i'll get away from sickness~!!Smileys

Friday, October 16, 2009

yui-again(piano&guitar)

Piano~!

GuiTar~!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Yui-Again lyrics

YUI~!
Yume no tsuzuki oikaketeita hazu nano ni
Magarikunetta hosoi michi hito ni tsumazuku
Ano koro ni mitai ni tte modoritai wake janai no nakushitekita sora wo sagashiteru
Wakattekuremasu you ni gisei ni natta you na kanashii kao wa yamete yo
Tsumi no saigo wa namida janai yo zutto kurushiku seotte kun da
Deguchi mienai kanjou meiru ni
Dare wo matteru no
Shiroi NOOTO ni tsuzutta you ni motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo
Nani kara nogaretainda
Genjitsu tte yatsu
Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Wasurechaisou na yoru no mannaka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai deshou (I'm on the way)
Natsukashikunaru
Konna itami mo kangei jan
Ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne aa gomen ne
Umaku ienakute shinpai kaketa mama datta ne
Ano hi kakaeta zenbu ashita kakaeru zenbu
Junban tsuketari wa shinai kara
Wakattekuremasu you ni sotto me wo tojitanda
Mitakunai mono made miendamon
Iranai uwasa ni chotto hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi
Mukaiattara tomodachi datte
Uso wa yamete ne
Fukai HAATO ga iradatsu you ni karadan naka moeteirun da
Hontou wa kitai shiten no
Genjitsu tte yatsu
Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'm on the way)
Susumu tame ni
Teki mo mikata mo kangei jan
Douyatte tsugi no DOA akerun dakke kangaeteru
Mou hikikaesenai monogatari hajimatterun da
Me wo samase me wo samase
Kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai deshou
Yarinokoshiteru koto yarinaoshite mitai kara
Mou ichido yukou
Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'm on the way)
Natsukashikunaru
Konna itami mo kangei jan
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English Translation:

I am supposed to pursue my dream

in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people
It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.
Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through
in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?
Is it this thing called "reality"?
"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.
I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry.
I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.
Everything that I embraced that day.
Everything that I will embrace tomorrow
I will not arrange them in any order.
I hope you understand. I closed my eyes
but I could still see things I do not want to see.
Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what?
"Face it and you will be friends"
Don't tell lies like these.
My heart being agitated from deep inside,
a burning sensation runs through my body.
Actually I'm expecting something
from this thing called "reality".
"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger to march on.
I do welcome friends and foes.
How do I open the next door? I'm thinking.
The unretractable story has begun.
Open your eyes. Open your eyes.
There is still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done.
Shall we go AGAIN?
"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia.
I welcome this pain.

o(==)o

BlackLace..
BlackLace's Basist:
Kirobi
I was chatting with Kirobi..
am i dreaming??
so happy..
hope can chat with all blackLace member..

2day at school:
> Photography Section
(i'll upload those pic when i end up my exam)
> Facebook-ing
( Chatting with old frenzs&checking mail)
> Hear Japanese songs
> Read Frenz's blog
> Play Ebuddy
( Chat with All my Daughters&son include frenzs )
> Play Twitter
> Play Plurk
( Chat with frenzs)
> walk under the Rain
*flu getting serious
* cough jor
* leg cramp
What The Fish~!!!
Not in The Mood~!!

next week:
Exam[ Trial2 ]
o(T.T)o
can die d~!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Mummy aKa Lovely mum

me&mei mei..
sent u a big birthday cake
=D
wish u happpy Birhday mummy..
sorry for owex let u worry me..
make u angry..
thankx everything mum =D
i love u with my heart.
hope i wont notty again =D
i willl san seng abit d..
wont bcum like small kid..
hehe
^6^
i'll buy u a present dix sat/sun
stay pretty mum....

I LOVE YOU,MUM~!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

waiting~!

i have been waiting for somethin..
but it's always didn't appear in front of me..
feel like giving up the half way..
i could not do that..
because i really using my heart to wait for it..
i think is worth it...

2day in the van..
my brain again thinking...
went back home...
in the van again thinking....
hate this feeling..
making my brain suffer...
can i stop think alot??
hope can 55 reach home..
to text the people that i wanted to text..
but still need wait..

hmn...
i think i really gonna sick soon...
i again feel like having gastrick..
2day i got eat ler..
i din miss my meal oso...
but still the same..
flu getting worst..
now start coughing jor...
2mr need bring jacket to school ont????
this few day in the school oso feel cold..

Monday, October 12, 2009

Big Bang-My heaven(my blog de song)

Love you girl, kimi dake ga my heaven
Sing it together
Lalala...
Big Bang
Lalala...
Hey T, let's do it bro
Go go go...
24/7 itte mirya heaven
24/7 yume kokochi heaven
24/7 eien sa heaven
24/7 heaven let's go
Yo, maji iu nara sou kimi ga towa no my lover
Everything in the past is like never let go
Never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
Waiting for you day and night in my dreams and go
Summer flow in the night, take flight and glow
That's forever love
Kimi to iru hazu no tomorrow its gone
Sanzan make love na noni naze kimi wa gone
Ai wa tsukamikakete itsumo
Mata kono te suri nuketa
Kimi dake nanka sukoshi chigau
Unmei kanjiteta noni
Mirai saa
You're the only one in my life
Aitakute aitakute
Ano umi de matte iru yo
Kimi e no omoi
Asa mo hiru mo yoru mo
Aitakute you are my heaven
Happiness ... sadness ... tears ...
Sky ... stars ... and my heaven
Kimi dake ga inai
Iro no nai sekai
Dameeji wa fukakute hakarishirenai
Ano hi no kuchibiru mada atatakaku
Omoidaseru noni nasusube mo naku
Oh baby baby, hora, kokoro no naka ni kimi no memory
Oh baby baby, mada karada ni nokoru kimi no messeeji
Tsumenai netsu wo owaraseru youni
Oh baby, furu tsuetai ame
Because of you
Kienaide kienaide
Ano natsu de toki wo tomete
Omoide daite aki mo fuyu mo haru mo
Eien ni you are my heaven
Hey, hey, listen to me
Saigo ni kita messeeji
Gomen dake ja shoujiki nani mo wakannai
Mou ichido soba ni kite ano koro mitai ni waratte yo
Aitakute aitakute
Ano umi de matte iru yo
Kimi e no omoi asa mo hiru mo yoru mo
Aitakute you are my heaven
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Big Bang - My heaven (Eng translation)

Love you girl only you are my heaven
sing it together
lalala・・・
big bang
lalala・・・
Hey T, let's do it bro
Go go go...
24/7 If talking about heaven
24/7 it feels like dreams, heaven
24/7 eternity, heaven
24/7 heaven let's go
It’s the truth if I say you are my eternal lover
Every second pass like the last wait let go
Never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
Waited for you day and night in my dreams we go
Summer flow in the night take flight and glow
That's forever love... I thought

That “you would be with me tomorrow”, it’s gone
Even though we had great times together, why have you gone (**it’s actually “We've made love so many times” but I’m reluctant to type the words T_T**)
Love has always failed to grab my hands
Only you somehow are a little different
I always felt this was fate
Realize ah ah You're the only one in my life
A sad One for the love Get back

I want to see you, I want to see you
I’m waiting for you by that sea
My feelings for you
Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening
I want to see you, you are my heaven (Think of you 24/7)
happiness・・・sadness・・・tears・・・
sky・・・stars・・・and my heaven

Only you are missing
But the world is so colorless
The depth of the damage is immeasurable
Those lips of that days are still warm
But even if I keep remembering them, I’m at a loss of knowing what to do
Oh baby, memories of you are still in my heart
Oh baby, your messages still remain on my body (**I don't really understand what he means but it literately means so**)
So that this unable-to-cool-down heat can be stopped
Oh baby, the cold rain is falling Because of you
Please don’t vanish, don’t vanish
Please stop the time at that summer
I’m still holding those memories, whether it’s autumn, winter, or spring
For eternity, you are my heaven
Hey, hey, listen to me
Finally the message came
There’s only “I’m sorry”, I really don’t understand at all
Just one more time, come to my side, smiling like those times
I want to see you, I want to see you
I’m waiting for you by that sea
My feelings for you
Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening
I want to see you, you are my heaven (Think of you 24/7)
24/7 My heaven

Sunday, October 11, 2009

LAST YEAR~

Last Year 2008!
travel to korea..
In The Hotel Olympic
i love to sit beside the window..
damn nice....
i can see thru the window....
the city&the car passby.
from the Tall Building..
Take pic again...
from the window..not the mirror....
same room with sis...
cigarette...
nice packing..
In The hotel..
My bunny hat...
bunny mask..
bunny doll..
StarBucks..
instant coffee..
bought from 24hour de shop..
In korea Tradisional outfit..
Ski~!!
hehe...
enjoy playing ski&making stupid trophy by ice...

I holding the crab~
at Everland
Lil sis:black jacket
me:white jacket
Lil Bro:blue Jacket
big buffthday cake~
my frenzs...
korean people..
Take pic wit Japanese guy..
My lil Bro&I
My Family..
in The stadium..
In the korean airport~
air-stwerdess
my dream..
my lil sis&I
two mad girl..
playing with the food..
hope can VISIT TO KOREA again~!!
wan view more pic tat i travel at korea..
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