Just The Only One Word

The days i beeeeen thru kinda lonely although having you.

sometime i feel being left out.

sometime i feel protect by you.

sometime i feel sweet_ness by you.

sometime i feel crazy to you.

yesterday my dearest babe.

she text me with emo mood.

i'm kinda worry at her.

wondering why i always also treat my friends very good.

this few days i just concentrate on my cellphone.

i wait and wait the text every second.

till i get the text i feel safe.

i feel protect,sweet and u're back.

at last you grab my hand.

but.....

today is totally different from it.

i just get few text from you.

but you did not reply to me at all.

all i can do is just

wait.

wait.

wait.

wait.

tilll few hours i get text from you.

and you said you wanna tell me somethings.

what things?

i thinking all different stuff that you wanna tell me.

but i hope you wont said that word i dont 1 heard it from you.

and tomorrow is my birthday.

hope i can celebrate with you.

not just tomorrow is forever.

my feeling just like my blog's song.

i kept repeat the same song.

i hear and hear and hear.

i feel very empty now.

i need chill myself not to think as much as i can.